Attitude

i guess no one is reading my post or blog so im just gonna act like im actually talking to myself..

have you ever feel like someone have let you down?
have you ever feel like wanna spill something out but your "friend" are actually not there for you?
have you ever feel like you are being too nice and sometimes you expect the same from people?
have you ever feel like not receiving a message you are waiting for?
have you ever feel like you only want a friend to listen to your things but aint replying?

i am trying to be an understanding person and of course patience, but sometimes understanding and patience dont last long. Maybe i shouldn't expect too much but yet be confidence.